

July 4th at the dr office (again)
July 4, 2016 was a very painful and hard 4th. I have wrote about this extensively before so I will spare you the details. I am certain 2017


Reflecting on May - part 1
May was... - a very busy "real estate" month - the month we traveled to Maryland one day and came back the next - the time I had nearly...


One year and seven months later...
...I brought my son home from Maryland. May 1, Scott and I took the last trip to Baltimore. I have lost count of the plane trips to and...
The problem love didn't heal
I sit there in his room. Seething in upset regarding a dynamic that I think I will pass over because in the scope of things it is ok and...


Coming home without Grant
Scott is coming home. This rolls over me. The sinking feeling of G being alone in Maryland again hits me various times throughout the...

Feb 2019 Update from our Family
Our family, Christmas 2018 The boys are on the East coast. Scott lives out of a Ronald McDonald House. He chooses to walk 45 mins to the...


A New Chapter: Coming Home...Alone
I don't know what I expected for to be like after day 1; however I must've had some pre-conceived idea. I am really busy. It is great. I...


Dec 2018 - Update from Maryland
I am in Maryland until Jan 1. I return to my regular positions in MN in terms of a real life of career, grocery shopping, cleaning, etc....
Late Nov '18 - Update from Maryland
I wrote this a year ago. I told you that I thought we had a name for the stuff. The stuff that makes everyone confused. Self-injury,...


Thank you's & an early Nov Update
On this Monday morning, I find myself in a parent lounge. It's been almost a month and just last week I told my primary employer that I...