

The letter I haven't yet sent
Dear former teachers, nurses, doctors, and friends we met while Grant lived in Baltimore, I haven't been good about staying in touch. I...


Dec 2018 - Update from Maryland
I am in Maryland until Jan 1. I return to my regular positions in MN in terms of a real life of career, grocery shopping, cleaning, etc....
Late Nov '18 - Update from Maryland
I wrote this a year ago. I told you that I thought we had a name for the stuff. The stuff that makes everyone confused. Self-injury,...


Thank you's & an early Nov Update
On this Monday morning, I find myself in a parent lounge. It's been almost a month and just last week I told my primary employer that I...


Toxicity? Somnolence... Seizures
At the moment it appears the consensus from the doctors is toxicity from Abilify, but after another dr meeting yesterday...they really...


Something is wrong - Oct 2018 Update
Last night I got off the plane and got home around 11 pm. I spent 1 hour sending out emails and tried to get my brain ready for sleep. I...


It feels like a miracle
My dad and I took a very special trip. Just him and I to see Grant. My dad hadn't seen Grant since Oct 11, 2017. I hadn't seen him since...


Spring break
This has been a very hard return to my Minnesota life. I have spent my free time sleeping and crying. I feel the fog is lifting as I have...


Going to Baltimore
The ambulance showed up about an hour late. I had concerns, but they weren't important because I knew I wasn't in charge of getting us...


His hand is healed
Dec 12: It was a rough weekend. Last week, Grant caught the cold/flu thing and he missed 2 days of school. I felt badly that he threw up...